"If your life's work can be accomplished in your lifetime, you're not thinking big enough."

-- Wes Jackson

Leaving Waldorf

We pulled our daughter out of the Waldorf School this week. It was a sad and at times agonizing decision, but I'm ultimately glad we did it. We still like the materials and methods, but we had a realization at New Parent night that set the tone for our decision making sessions. Jen said it best: there were all of these parents there, saying things like "I just want my child to be loved" and "it just feels like a big family here." But we actually are the family already and we actually love our daughter already. I can appreciate that you may want those things at school too, and we do. We just felt that we had an amazing abundance realization --> we can make that change and create that environment almost anywhere else. We don't have to pay large sums of money for it and we don't need detailed instructions on how to do it. To me it was like realizing you can grow a lot of your own food. It's cheaper, fresher, and surprisingly uncomplicated. "Spring comes and the grass grows all by itself."

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.” -- Howard Thurman

Small things. Noticing the really small things outdoors gives me a renewed sense of scale and our place in the order of things. Along those lines, I collected some moss spore capsules that I hope to grow on soil or agar.

And here are some small flowers from the back yard:

I do not particularly like the word "work."  Human beings are the only animals who have to work, and I think this is the most ridiculous thing in the world. 

 --- Masanobu Fukuoka, The One-Straw Revolution

The other day Jen brought her commendable cleaning skills to our backyard and unearthed a beautiful moss stand behind the rhodies. I've been wanting to find a natural stand that I could tend and encourage to grow, and now I have it! Anyone know what kind of moss this is? Polytrichum?

So my new forms of exercise will be weeding the moss and chopping the wood left over from the massive Douglas Fir that we unfortunately had to have removed.

A new friend brought over this lovely bamboo last night:

Here's some recent produce from the garden. Three plum tomatoes and the tiniest little beet. I've been reading Fukuoka's One Straw Revolution and getting my loner-farmer vibe going (I deleted over 200 friends on FB today and have decided to get out). It's not much of a garden haul, but it's something right? Call it the Tiniest Beet Revolution. But I don't think I'll try to subsist on just these as Fukuoka-san would.